White Chandelier

If you're wondering what does my titles mean, it actually shows what I'm feeling like at the moment. I actually have too much time nowadays during nights so I've been looking up some songs.
here's one pretty good to me; T-Ara Cry cry -

I actually like Ji Yeon which the main female in the short movie eventhough she might not seem like much. She's also played a minor role in the drama 'Soul' which was a horror and never realized she was in it until i re-watched it.

Blank Luck

Just recently finished my final paper for high school and it doesnt feel as though a burden has been lifted.. maybe I've always been carefree all these while anyway. Getting prepared for Comic Fiesta '11 on the 17th and 18th. Looks like I'll be dropping Brera Sterne and taking up a new character from Dream of Dolls, Kalix. One of the many reasons was because a friend requested this of me and I was reluctant on doing Brera Sterne anyway.

Actually looking forward to a tokimeki shoot because it might be one of the last shoots I'll be having with one my dear friend. I'll be cosplaying Tendou Jin from Tokimeki: Girl's Side. Again, one of the many reasons was because Tendou unbuttons two buttons from the collar which is the way I wear my shirts all the time. I'm actually almost done with the jacket, just a little minor tweaks and it'll be perfect. here it is now;

Unwavering Decisions

I've taken a  challenge on which I would crossdress with my friends as a lolita for Comic Fiesta '11.. Here's what it would probably look like..

I'm still trying to improve on the postures and poses for a girl and I've actually found a pretty decent pair of boots;

I'll be cosplaying The Death Reaper from all the Persona series and Brera Stern from Macross Frontiers, so if you see me there, dont find me  hesitate to snap a picture with me =DD lul joking..

Tokyo Ghost Trip~

Have sort of been watching this mini drama and it's pretty addictive because the boys are pretty adorable <3.

I've been wanting to watch some other dramas but unfortunately time isn't really an option now.. my studies have been pretty decent and there's only like 3 weeks before my finals.. Not sure why is everyone so worked up about it because the schedule's pretty laid back. 

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.

I guess you could say this is like any other new beginnings I've hoped for. Not that any one them have succeeded before but it's worth a shot. I had 8 years worth of head start but I still failed to have things my way with a rather subtle yet lovable young lady(in my opinion anyways).. guess that shows how much time I've been wasting. No,no.. I'm not giving up.. just not bothered anymore.. I have my finals coming up but I guess that can wait for a few minutes. Planning to further delay my studies to spend some time with my friends next year before I disappear from my social life for a couple of months. In these few years, I've made a mistake by opening up. It's not only shattering my confidence, it's also letting petty emotions take over.

If I had a choice to erase everything and do it all over again? No.. Everything's just fine now. I now realize my flaws are greater than anyone else's.

**Situation: If you were looking for a staff with specific qualifications for your company due to a senior employee retiring;

1. A young man comes for an interview for the job with certified qualifications and outstanding talents....
2. An employee which has been with the company for 7 years and has build his way up for the moderate qualifications but has no certificates to prove it except years of loyalty to the company inside out.

Which would you hire..?